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Friday, June 30, 2006
my unordinary day.....
it wierd and it wont hapen everyday.today ade karnival dungun.well it sound kinda kampung style expo especially with the dungun carved at the back of the karnivals name but then it was sponsored by Hotlink (hethling as pronounced by our "beloved" siti nurhaliza). All hethling subscriber mesti ade received smsssss yg told bout the karni kan kan kan.i went there with my mom.well i always lookin foward to the kedai bunga and mcm biase la..tentulah ade.the ekspo tu tak la seindah khabar.semua kampung style ekspo mmg diaplikasikan la.wif all the dirts and sampah sarap,creaking streaking funfair facilities and also bau ketiak pacik2 yg i think dah 3 ari tak mandi.i hate that all but those things was actualy wut i missed mase kat edin.muahahaha...i went there empty handed and pulang pun begitu la.saje lalu lalang tgk2.
then i usha one of my close fren punye frenster latest picture captioned "family edinburgh".they looked so happy but yet i dont feel like i belongs to them.well at last i realize that im all alone and guest wut..i will continue being alone and a lot more alone next term.im started to hate what i have now (as usual) and i cant blame it to anyone or anything.the hate dtg mcm tu je n it will hilang n come back again again.mcm satu kitar.but this time i take a further step by expressing the perasaan yg tak best itu.i dont actually know whether its hate or feing left behind or what but yeah..its actually unpleasant.well sorry to leman.this is not about megadakan family day without me.muahaha..beleive me.i dont give a damn.ahh..i cant express this wierd feeling and hopefully it will end soon.
actually they all are a very good companions.kalau i have probs they will dtg help to solve it.i really appriciate it and i will continously need it in the future.thansalot guys.u all sgt baik n best.hmmmmmmmm...im so pelik and unpredictable.
blah.
just now i watched one in a million.my zai erna and suki sume got eliminated.and the so belagak nn bajet bagus azfar made it to the next round.he said kampungly "saya pilih cindy sbb die ni tak berpengalaman dlm bidang nyanyian".ouch.ape die igt malaysian ni suke kat die?tgk muke pun org dah benci ni kan plak nak suh menang sejuta.kalau menang pun sure takde pembeli album die kelak.
bosan giler.last night wafi called.well best jugak.its een a while since i talked in phone.asik chat je.even ckp tepon pon my jari was gerak2 like typing.wafi told that my room telah bersepah (even more bersepah than his).i was in shock for a while.and suddenly my mouth (out of my brain control...hehehe) started to menyumpah2 those who used my room.tibe2 terbyg my so cute spongebob duvet dah berbau badan kerbau mane2 ntah (talking bout kerbau td ade krbau kene langgra kat depan my umah).aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa........sumpah...i tgh menyumpah!!!
bercerite pasal the kerbau langgaring tuh..the kenari was badly injured but i dont know wut happened to the cute kerbau yg slalu dtg grazing kat balakang umah i.the kerbau is so big.ketinggian die same dgn ketinggian me.(as if im so that tall...muahaha).sian kat pemilik kerete tuh.harap2 die dpt pengajaran.len kalu kalu lalu kat jalan potong (nama jolokan jalan depan my umah ni)..sila la slowkan kenderaan itu especally bile lalu kat garisan2 kuning yg kaler kilat2 tuh.itu maknenye die suh perlahan tau.jgn jd bodoh lagi.muahaha...(gelak smbil usha kat luar nak tgk kete tu adelg ke tak..still tersadai..padan muke).
hmm..my exclassmate arituh (about 2months ago) sg la hangat nak wat reunion to pulau kapas la n mane2 ntah lagi.then now the kehangatan tahi ayam tuh telah habes seperti yg dijangkakan (its even faster).i made an effort (which is rare)to urge them all to give a persetujuan of the proposed tarikh but after 60hours...only 8 ppl je yg bg respon.aaaaaaaaaaa.....i actually saw many of em yg OL but malas nak cek YG tuh.watdek je.sumpah jd hanjeng br tau.respect la sket kat our ketua anep khan tu oi.die termengah2 (satu kutukan actually) nak menyegerekan xtvt ni.aaaaaaaa......hate em all..muahahaha..
okla..nak titon.esok i kene tanam pokok terung,petola,sawi and also cili api...muahahaha
posted @ 4:28 PM
wasn't meant to be*
Thursday, June 29, 2006
the very enviromental me!
memetik kepade kata kata saudara anaz hamim beberape hari lepas
"No one will listen to you.."
ouchh its hurt but i think its true...
i watched satu rancangan kat discovery channel.about a group of 6 strangest from all around the world yg dtg kat malaysia utk mempertahan hutan ulu muda kat kelantan.they want that hutan to be reserved as hutan simpan and also want the kerajaan to make that perticular hutan as eco tourism spot in malaysia. i was impressed by their effort and i was also mesmerized by the stunning diversity that we have in our own hutan.but in the same time kan terase sgt malu and sad.we as malaysian tak penah kisah pun pasal ape2 yg terjadi kat hutan ke ape ke kat malaysia ni. pembalakan sane sini.bile dah tanah runtuh sungan bajir ape sumer baru la tergegeh2 nak tuding jari sane sini.dah la hutan sane sini sume kene croboh,yg lebiy made me sgt very the sad nye, mcm takde sape pun even care.aaaaaaaaaaaa.....i do care but i dont have the channel to menyampaikan ke care an aku ni.aaaaaaaaa......sgt rase mcm nak marah.
untuk melepaskan kemaharan...i told my perasaan to my fren and satu tamparan hebat kene kat muke bile die cakap "kalau byk hutan camne malaysia nak maju"..aaaa.......aaaaaaaaaaa.....makan je la org mcm kau tuh.mane ntah akal nye pun tatau. hellooooo...kemajuan bukan diukur dgn berape hektar hutan dimusnahkan dlm setahun ok! n kalau u claim yg hutan perlu musnah sbb nak bina bangunan..meh i templak kat u punye telinge....kemajuan pun tak diukur dgn how many bangunan yg dah terbina kat negara ni tau.aaaaaaa........
tatau la pasal ape but i really sgt tak ske kepade kemusnahan hutan.bile naik kerete lalu tepi jalan nampak pokok kene tebang rase mcm nak turun wat piket.but that will bring no difference pun.
and my family once talked bout malaysia now already have big boat with hyper maju techno yg capable of processing ikan ikan terus kat dlm boat.they even can catch a lot more fish than before.rase mcm nak je aku ckp, tuh ke yg kite banggakan? the bigger the boat, the more fish they will catch and this means overmanipulating akan timbul plak.mcm wut happen kat europe now yg diorg kekurangan fish sampai byk pelabuhan yg kene tutup.sume sbb overmanipulating la.tangkap sampai melebihi kadar pembiakan ikan ikan.now dah takde ikan they run to africa tangkap ikan2 kate sane sampaikan org laut africa now kene berhijrah balik pg hutan sbb takde source of fish dah...
i tried to explain this to my family when they talked bout how kurangnye ikan kat pasar dungun skang and how nelayan sume kene carik pekerjaan lain.whut i get...huh..they said "dah tuahn ciptakan ikan untuk makan..makan je la" dengan muke yg aku rase cm nak sepak. well at last aku tau gak ade la yg bodoh.aaaaaa....they dont even get the point.i was talking about how our life can affect the environment and hualla....huh very the bodoh.
use only wut u need coz the suply truly are limited
that was told by an iklan kat TV. that iklan is so bagus n menyedarkan.i wish iklan tu disiarkan kat TV malaysia every 60 minutes tau.people dont know that sume yg diorg buat akan affect the ecosystem n stuff like that.when i wash the dishes aku will tutup paip tu and try to use the water effectively.hmm...my fren sed..ape nak dijimatkan air tu..kat scotland ni air free.i know air tuh free.everybodi tau.wut they dont know is that air bersih inthis world makin berkurangan.mmg la laut luas hingga 70% of world surface covered with it.but kite lupe yg only less than 1% je yg boleh gune utk kehidupan normal.and each year jumlah air tuh makin kurang.walaupun air sumber yg boleh diperbaharui, byk air yg ilang mase proses pembalikan air (water cycle) sbb pencemaran and stuff like that.ahh...nanti bile kos air dah meningkat 1000kali gande pastuh dah water krisis mcm africa tuh br la nak tergadah.well tlupe plaak tuh mmg sikap manusia.
i try to mengaplikasikan kitar semula kat my flat.not really easy.lucky that i have a very memahami flatmates.they all cooperates though sometime ade yg tercampur aduk and lupe la nak kitar semula.tuh pun aku amik effort utk p anta kat center tau.kalau tak mampus sume wat dek je.susah.aku digelar menteri alam sekitar and stuff like that.tak kisah.but its hurt that i cant even make my close frens hear my voice....not even one of them....
bukanlah aku ni pencinta alam ke ape ke.though jal sering menuduh aku sbg pencinta alam aku sabar je.maybe betul la tuh.wut i want is just to make then all sedar that it is actually our tanggungjwb utk semua tu sbb eventually kite mmg akan disalahkan in the future atas kekurangan n kesan semua tuh.owh Allah please let them sedar semua ni.let my voise be heard...
pengajaran
1.use only what u need bcoz the sources/supply truly are limited
2.its actually our tanggungjwb utk menjaga alam sekitar ni
3.kitar semula la oi
4.bukan pencinta alam je yg kene jage environment ni...semua penghuni alam la
5.semua ni baik niatnye.kire ibadat jugak.dapat pahala.jgn la smpi kite manafikan hak org len pulak kelak.aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
6.i hate those yg takde kesedaran itu.
posted @ 2:50 PM
wasn't meant to be*
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
hadith riwayat Abu Daud dan At tirmizi...
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Apabila seseorang mencintai saudaranya, maka hendaklah ia menyatakan rasa cintanya kepadanya"
posted @ 2:59 PM
wasn't meant to be*
kepada abdullah, ibrahim, hassan, udaimatun, ikhlas dan kauthar...maafkan ayah kerana tidak menjadi seorang ayah yang sempurna.memang manusia itu tidak sempurna namun ketidaksempurnaan ayah tiada tolok bandingan nya.ayah sedar, ayah tersalah memilih jalan.dan kini ayah sedar dan cuba kembali kepangkal jalan.kembali ke jalan Allah.maafkan ayah.sampaikan salam sayang ayah kepada ibu.ayah sanagt berterima kasih kepada ibu yang sanggup berkorban dan sanggup menerima ayah seadanya.semoga kita semua kan bertemu, semoga kita semua kan kekal bersama....
posted @ 2:45 PM
wasn't meant to be*
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
post hidayat syndrome
exam dah habes, cuti pun dah officially start...hmmm....semuanya mmg menyeronokkan.even better, im now back in malaysia. im suppose to be happy.so happy that i can lupekan all the kesedihan yg ade.hmm..i am happy.but the kehappyan mcm ade kekuraangan.mcm ade sedikit ketidakkenaan je. cari mencari puncanye.sebenarnye dah tau puncanya.cume nak justifykan sahaja.inilah yg kite pangil post hidayat syndrome.betul la kot.but im quite yakin yg syndrome ni takkan bertahan lame.keyakinan yg disertai dgn doa dan usaha.hmm..iAllah jumpe la lagi lepas ni kan.amin.
posted @ 2:52 PM
wasn't meant to be*
