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bye bye sumer...nak pegi ostrolia ni...doakan keselamatan aku ok...mua muah muahhhh
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posted @ 8:44 PM
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hehehe…it’s a very busy day. it’s my first day in dungun and I already have tonnes of house chores to be done. I woke up kinda late this morning. lucky that my mom didn’t notice it or else I would spend my first 30 minutes of the day hearing to what she have to say. I went out to have a glimpse of the morning view of my house. until now I still enjoy the foggy view of bukit bauk which to me looks more like dungun version of mount kinabalu.

Then I tried to gather all the dead leaves. I just can help it. I can’t see those soulless once living things scattering around the garden. all the modern garden theme I installed last year had vanished. now it looks just like an ordinary kampong garden but I really love it. despite of my environmental friendly principle, I did have a bit of open burning. I don’t want mama to see those changes in my life though.

I just enjoy my afternoon by watching my three favourite channels on astro. it was fun but a bit boring sometimes. then I watched mama do the lunch. it was great to actually know how to cook masak lemak cili padi properly. mama didn’t really tumis it like I always do.

I then volunteered myself to paint the hall. it was quite a time consuming work but looking at the condition of the walls, I rather not take a chance. it is really ugly though. I chose a slightly pinkish white colour to match the tiles. luckily it is not that pink as on the tins. the colour is really soothing and I really adore it. but it cost mama about RM200 just for the paint. I never thought that it would be that expensive.

after dinner, I started with the preparation for the painting project which I plan to do the first thing innext morning but since I have like another 3 hours before 12 (and abah was already in the bed), I decided to try painting the it. at least for the first coat. I manage to finish 60% of the wall.

it’s 12.22am. I wonder what…..do right now. maybe already in the bus.ahh I miss……..

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posted @ 11:39 PM
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I’m now in dungun. in my home sweet home…yeah…it’s really sweet despite of all the mess due to being left for almost three weeks. poor abah…his beloved ayam serama died. mama found it stiff dead on the rumah pokok. and poor mama…almost all her 50 something guppies disappeared. shida and zaidi can simply be blamed for what had happened since they don’t really sensitive with the changes in mama’s little fountain which I built last summer. luckily there are still some of them successfully escaped from the “drought” at mama’s fountain. other than that, I am quite lucky. the mata kucing are still there. this means that the beruks weren’t here. and I als can see the sukuns, nonas and the belimbings waiting to be eaten later of this month.

I managed to make a round circling my little bungalow although I’m a bit tired from driving all the way here from karak. I saw two spotted kittens with another old clear white stray cat. I love cat. being in the UK wasn’t really allow me to feel the softness of cats fur since there a so little chance of seeing cats wondering around there ( their people really have a close control of their pets). I tried so many times to catch the cats but only after several attempts I managed to have o hold on one of them (it was trapped in mama’s bedroom actually). I assumed that those cats are my neighbours but if it isn’t theirs, I will surely keep all of them, at least until I get back to the UK. remember, first thing to do next morning – ask my neighbour about the cats.

I finally met ain sophea. she is really cute. I think che looks more like shida. hadif is so grown up. I didn’t really expect him to be that big. hehe..he kinda hesitate to meet me at first but as I approached him with chocolates and some stupid weird faces, he finally want to play with me. since mama didn’t do dinner today, we all went to che’ lijah restaurant (I don’t know the exact name of the restaurant). I have mee lakna. it wasn.t that tasty but my moms really likes it. I prefer mee cantonis but afraid to order so. I don’t think that they can cook such a delicate cuisine.hahah

can’t wait for tomorrow. I want to paint the family space. the walls look so ugly with all the decaying paint and hadif’s art peace. I already suggested white rose but mama want light yellow colour which I totally disagree. the tiles is slightly pinkish and together with yellow it will create an Indian restaurant private space just like in masjid India.

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posted @ 11:36 PM
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9.39 am

hmmm…the summer holiday has officially started as I am know happily in Malaysia. Not that I am really happy but there are actually some positive atmosphere surrounding me at the moment and I really wish for it to stay as it is right now. Being in Malaysia means a lot to me. I can now enjoy each and every seconds pass without any thought of missing something back home. I have actually missed a lot. izza batrisya don’t recognize me, haziq is know already in standard one and even my quite hani is now talkative. I wonder how hadif is now. oh wait, I haven’t met ain sofea yet.

as the summer holiday in Malaysia started, I now have tonnes of time to spend. having learned for my first 3 moths short holiday last year, I already have a structured holiday plan to be done this time. I don’t want to spend most of my time sleeping and on line anymore. hehehe… and for that, I’ll be in Australia in two weeks time

lets not talk about Australia yet. it’s been two years now. I will be a third biological student next year. it might not sound as great as being a third year medical student (at least for some people), I’m still grateful for what I’d accomplished. that two years time had passed so fast. so fast that I can still remember the moment I first arrived in Edinburgh. the moment I saw the red proton wira which was used to fetched jal and i. the moment I heard the sound of pipes and the moment I first in hale overseas air.

but as the two years passed I starting to wonder whether I have changed. By changed I mean good changed, some sort of improvement in my self. How about my English for starter. Being in an English speaking country ( Edinburgh are in Scotland and French is not the only nation that hate English) my english haven’t really improved (I bet you’ve already discovered that as you read through this)even worse, my malay are now starting to rot as I start to mumble in jumbling malay words upside down ( what’s tunggang tebalik in English eh?)

that is not what I want to talk about actually. the sort of changes that im looking for is more to the changes which are unseen, undiscovered and….i actually don’t know what I’m looking for ( I suddenly heard sound of fighting cats which I haven’t heard for quite a long time now) and for that, only the changes which I realize could be typed.

(silent moment)

weird. I actually can’t identify any changes in myself. is it bad? or is it good? I think it’s good but I don’t know. lets just stick to the good.

11.15 pm

huh…what a day. all my brothers are here today. poor shida.she always missed such a gathering. well perhaps that what will happen when women get married these days right. tomorrow I’m going back to dungun. and of course I will be driving all the way back there. sure I will be tired but nothing is better than driving back home.hahah...

not much change with haris and hani. they two not seem to be growing while I wasn’t around I guess. I’m still suffering from jet lag. have a very peaceful deep sleep just now and have no idea what to do now. I fell like watching astro but then when considering the type of shows that I have watched today, I think that would be enough.hahaha..it’s all entertainment. entertainment 24 7 except. it is ok if it is entertaining but the type of entertainment they produced wasn’t even entertaining. huh..

I’m glad that astro now have another 2 more channels for their learning and discoveries package. I cant wait to explore it after this. it seem very interesting though. that kind of shows should be put in out national TVs. hehehe…my favourite is of course national geographic. the fact that that particular channel have very close connection to Israel couldn’t really stop me from watching its programmes. who can resist to watch such a great production with high quality film with great information. I’m sure there are some excuses right.

I also have a chance to read the Malaysian newspaper today. well I know the online version is kinda crap somehow. it was fun to read such a proper report again. words are correctly used and in place. but as I read the hiburan section I was actually stunned. it was about sharifah amani shaved her head for a two minutes scene in the latest yasmin ahmad film. not that I was stunned by her action (it was actually kinda cool) but by the reports. it mentioned about how great our artists are and whe should be proud to have such artist as great as Britney spears. a? was Britney’s action to shave her head something to be proud of? don’t they know that she’s suffering from somekind of mental depression? was it great? is that how our Malaysian think about Britney ridiculous decision? ahh….feel like crying

it’s been 59 hours and 16 minutes since I last saw… ah I miss …. what can I do? 88 days more before we can meet again….. bye.

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posted @ 11:34 PM
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assalamualaikum. alhamdulillah…I’ve safely arrived in Malaysia. after all the struggle moment yg aku tempuhi td.heheh…bermula dgn nak mengejar flight dr Edinburgh to London yg sgtlah di keawalan pg sehinggalah saat2 getir menunggu beg aku kat KLIA. first of all nak ucapkan ribuan trima kasih kat ahmad wafi kerana sudi menghantar aku kat epot serta menunggu aku smpi la aku fly dan sanggup berjaga malam. sayang kat ko..ehehehe..

flight from edin to London was delayed. thanks to the weather yg akhirnye sanggup memberi kerjasama utk flight tu berlepas.thanks to Allah..alhamdulillah skali lg. the flight was quite short.not that it was that fast but because I slept all the way, as soon as the flight start taxing.heheheh…

dek karena miss karina (jurujual tiket kat lee’s travel) telah mwarning supaya aku tak lambat utk check in dan dtg 3jam lebih awal, aku tlah bertungkus lumus berlari kat Heathrow airport yg busuk itu dr terminal satu ke terminal 3. hectic sungguh epot itu. tp agak geli lo. the first 3 toilets yg aku masuk sume tersumbat.pastu the 4^th toilet yg aku masuk tu ok tp ade cina tanah besar yg agak bijak telah menggunakan tandas tersumbat ket sbelah lalu menyebabkan air kumbahan die melimpah ke tandas aku.sial je aku menyumpah2.

pastu aku pun membazir masa la kat dlm epot tu.wafi pesan suh makan kat whsmith tp kemegahan binaan starbuck kat tgh2 area menunggu tu telah menggodaku utk menghabiskan 7quid terakhir aku.merasalah perut aku nak makan banana java chips ngan 2 kpd sandwich yg ade anak2 benih mustard tu.hehehh.pastu aku tunggu je la smpi la kul11.

then aku pun pg la memboardingkan diri.sgt lah buhsan.dah la sakit perut.nyesal minum banana java tu.tak pepasal aku meninjakan diri kat epot yg serba hanyir tu.iiiiiiiiiii…lg sminit aku nak board tetibe aku dgr ade sore org panggil aku.chis.tak pepasal aku jumpe sarah newsberry kat sini plak.pastu ade la 5 6 org kelasmet aku lg yg senyum2 but seriously aku tak pnah nampak diorg2 tuh). aku turut berkongsi kepelikkan bersama sarah. byk2 tmpt kat dunia ni nak jumpe, leh jumped lm flight nak balik mesia plak.heheheh

hmmm..dah 2thn since I last used masnye service.all in all aku quite kecewa la dgn servis die yg ala ala second class tu.ekonomy class die telah menyebabkan aku betul2 merasa spt aku ade dlm ekonomi kelas ….hahah…they should try to improve the service quality la. try la jd cam emirates tu.sgt la best.menyebabkan peneerbangan aku terasa spt skejap je kalu naik emirate. dah la entertainment die sgt buhsan.ade la 20 muvies kot.nak beza dgn emirates yg ade 1000 seleksi tu.ahh geram.tak terbyg camne nak balik uk balik nanti. besides, aku sgt la menyekit tgk seorg pramugara ni.rase cam nak sepak2 je.muke masam mcm sial.aaaaaaa..kalu aku pres mas aku pecat die on the spot n suh die turun pakai parachute je.benci gile smpi skang

smpi Malaysia dlm kul715 waktu tempatan.dgn flight yg sgt panjang dan boring, perjalanan tu rase cam 7 hari lamanya. mujur la aku tak tidur 1.5 hari sebelum flight tu, ianya agak membantu aku utk mengenerate kebolehan utk tidur walaupun uncle kerepot kat belakang aku batuk kokol 12 jam tanpa henti. seriously batuk die bunyi mcm hyena.

jenuh sungguh nak balik Malaysia ni.tp sume penat jerih aku terubat jugak bile tgk air muke mak abah yg tunggu kat epot.ahh terharu aku. syukurnye dah smpi mesia.heheheh…..

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posted @ 10:30 PM
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hari tak spatutnye ade post.secara logiknya takde la sbb aku mmg tgh dlm perjalanan nak pulang.namun atas smangat aku nak mengupdate blog ni spaya ianya lebih hangat dr tahi ayam, maka aku telah membuatkan post ini terlebey awal dan mengepostnya dgn cara menukarkan setting tarikhnya.so ianya nampak real.tp dah tak jd real sbb aku dah spoil kan rahsia itu.hahah

papun post ni adalah sekadar pesanan aku buat rakan2 yg tak pulang ke Malaysia ( sorry la Diana sbb tiru idea ko yg tak deregister kan itu)

To Wafi..

terima kasih byk2 sbb dah byk tolong aku dlm tempoh stahun ni (to be exact…from 11 september 2006 – 15 june 2007). terima kasih sebab berada dekat kat aku dlm semua keadaan pun. maceh byk2. jasamu dikenang..ahh nak nangis plak. jgn lupe uruskan cashback aku serta tukarkan alamat tesco card aku.kalu tak rugi je kite scan2 card tu.

To Mahat…

jgn lupe..lap badan dlm bath tub. jgn basahkan kapet aku dlm toilet tu seperti mana yg telah ko lakukan taun lepas. kalu boleh gegar2kan badan ko (mcm yg kucing slalu buat tu) utk singkirkan air tu.hahah…

To Azmil…

di ketiadaan aku ni sbg ratu kat umah tu, ko jgnla mengelat pula utk tak memasak mengikut jadual. tlglah kerahkan ahli rumah kite utk membasuh bilik air setiap 2 minggu skali serta mengemas dapur so that ianya tak jd sperti kedai mamak tepi jln yg berlumut2 tp still ramai pengunjung itu. aku nak dapur n bilik air tu sama je keadaan die mcm yg aku tinggalkan die.(mcm yg aku dah set kan standard kebersihan die tu)

to Jal…

goodluck in everything. I kno why u tak balik this summer.sorry for sneaking bout it. tp kalu nak bantuan jgn malu segan.just ask for it.thanks for everything tho

to mai…

sila lah buli baity seperti yg ko telah plan.hahah….dan jgn lupe uruskan emsa tu.byk keje ko tu.jgn la nka lengah2 kang jenuh nak menjwb mase annual meeting tu. kalu trase malas, ko baying la muke kak mai memfire ko mase agm next year ok.

to pei

jgn jd gemuk ok.lu sure akan mati bosan punyala…

to others…bai..aku balik mesia n aku boleh makan mcm2…muahahahahahhahaha

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posted @ 12:17 AM
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huwaaaaa…..my last day in Edinburgh.sedey plak nak tinggalkan edin ni.aaaaaaaaaaaaa…..tp ok la kot sbb balik pun nak jumpe dgn mak abah serta nak makan makanan Malaysia yg best2 tu. aaaaaaaaa….last day jugak aku duk dlm 5/8 nicolson street.sedey nak tinggalkan flat buruk era 1890an ni.dah la berhantu.hahah…

penat sungguh hari ni.kene kemas umah.pack brg…turun dr tingkat 3 pastu load dlm van.unload plak.pastu naik tingkat 3 lg.aaaaaaaa…..tertekan sungguh memindahkan brg.anak2 dara 5/8 ni mmg byk brg.jerih mengangkutnye.betisku rase cam nak pecah je naik turun tingkat 3 tu. and as mahat calculated, jumlah perjalanan aku naik turun tu equals to jarak naik and turun KL tower sebanyak 1.7 kali.hahaha…kurus aku sketika.

kepenatan pindah terubat la jugak bile masuk umah baru yg sgt heaven itu.wpun takde hall (thanks to wafi yg sudi mengorbankan bilik die yg besar mcm dewan sembahyang masjid tu utk dijadikan hall). bilik aku yg sgt la kepenthousean tu.hahah kesengetan dinding pd 60 degree serta kedudukan heater yg tak bertanggungjawab telah menyebabkan susun atur bilik aku yg sgt terhad.jalilah, pakar runding hiasan dalaman yg kami tempah khas tu pun jd bingung. tp aku percaya..cey cey..akhirnya aku dpt gak create sebuah bilik berkonsepkan klassik yg sgt la kuning kalernye juka kesemua lampu bilik aku dubuka.hahah…the best part of my room is I have my very own store. bole la aku berbogel2 dlm store tu utk menukar seluar tanpa merisaukan org kat flat bertentangan yg boleh melihat dgn jelas keadaan dlm bilik aku tu.isk isk isk.

ahh sedey..penat…isk isk isk..

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posted @ 1:09 PM
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Assalamualaikum….pejam celik pejam celik, its been one year. Ali dah nak masuk P1 dah…even Asma’ dah pandai cakap “abg apik~~~!” kalu mai ade td sure die nangis2 dgr Asma panggil nama aku.well after a year, Asma’ recover her memory at last.hehehe…its been a busy day for me.when I mean busy, I don’t mean that it was that busy but I think it was so that busy after all..hahah..

When I first woke up, saw my 8^th phone bill.hmm..masa untuk chequeback! Its for 80quid so I cant take it easy la.lepas bermandi manda dgn air sejuk akibat kecuaian tidak mengeon heater mlm smlm, aku terus je taip2 ape yg patut utk chequeback itu.hmmm…keinginan utk memerint serta memostostar kat labkom terpaksa dilupakan bile pin student card aku tak functioning sudah.arghh tension.mujur la bidadari waktu kesusahan aku ade…hehe..thansalot la jal atas bantuan printer ko tu.though it was quite slow and pudar kerna dakwatnya cetek, aku ttp bersyukur.tanpe ko aku tak sudahkan chequeback aku ni tao.hehhe

Then went to kak cik’s house.penting ni! Sebagai ratu melayu Edinburgh, berkunjung ke umah kak cik b4 aku balik mesia ni menunjukkan tanda kesetiaan aku pd tamput pemerintahan die.heheh…best la.after kesekiankalinya dituduh sombong oleh kakcik akhirnya aku sampai gak kat umah die. Kebetulan plak ayoh n umi kakcik sudah mau pulang ke Malaysia esok.bagus sungguh.penat la otot2 aku di digunakan utk bermain dgn anak2 kakcik yg bolehla dikategorikan sbg hyper aktif tu.hmm…bile aku mengobservekan kanak2 tu td, ade betulnye jugak kate2 lynett scavo dlm DH.lepas je dak2 tu makan donut (kandungan gula yg tinggi) terus je dierg start main tendang2 sana sini.after this kene make sure diorg take no sufar while im around.heheh…

The best thing happened today was when I went to fetch ali kat tadika die.kiut2nye.terus rasa nak ade anak asap.hahaha….best sungguh rase ade budak kejar2 ko dgn muke happy bila balik skolah.dukung2 sampai rumah.ahh sifat kebapaan aku mula timbul.tanda bahaya ni.hehehe….though ali tlah melukakan bibir aku (kene hentuk dgn kpale die yg keras mcm batu), for the first time aku dpt redha yg die sill budak2.hmmm…kalau tak aku terus je giveup tanak main2 dah.hahah ade gak improvement dlm sahsiah diriku ini.heheh

Penat sungguh arini.kene kemas rumah lagi.arghh ….asal la kene pindah.barang2 umah ni bukannye sikit.sekor2 mcm anak dara byknye aksesori.dgn gitarnye, buku2 tebalnye, TV nye lg…hmmm…sengal tangan ni ha nak mengangkatnye kelak tu.huh.so far bilik aku dah setel.dapur pun tinggal pinggan je.bilik lain tu pepandai la tuan die selesaikan.syg plak nak blah dr flat era 1890an ni.actually flat yg kitorg nak masuk nil g lama la bangunannye.hahah tp ok gak la pindah.beside getting new persekitaran, aku jugak dpt pekdah dr kelajuan internet yg mapan.takde la sengal otot tunggu mcm kat sini ha.lembab sungguh!

Ahhh penat!.tak tervayang camne la nak pindah ni.ahh mati! Tingkat 3..turun…naik tingkat 3 balik!..ahhh mati…okla nak tido dah.sengal otot ni.salam

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posted @ 11:56 PM
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assalamualaikum..hehe...talking about five years ago suddenly make me remember about one of my favourite pas times on that particular stupid era of mine.hehe..it was actually watching a teenagers drama series called popular. i can still visualize the exact moment when i and ayan (a have no clue what happen to him now) sat on the very the keras lantai at the Ungku Omar common area, mendongak mcm nak mati to watch that series.

i dont really enjoy it at first and i still dont know why i watched it at the first place. well i know that ayan influenced me to watch it only because he had no one else to watch it with. come to think bout it again, ayan made quite a good decision to pick me sbb nak diingatkan balik, sape je la yg mahu menonton cite2 bodoh camtu kat Uo dulu2.hahah....sume sek2 ganas.

bile dah tgk byk2 series rasenye cite tu best la jugak.byk la update my mind about what still yet to come in our life.heheh..and out of sudden TV2 telah menamatkan rancangan itu tanpa sebarang notis. hmmm...kinda pelik.kalu kat Uk, even drama sebodoh neighbours nak ditamatkan pun ade yg buat piket and mogok.kat malaysia tu tamat mcm takde apepun.i gues our people not really ready yet to stand up for their right and voice.or maybe they just dont have that option i dont know....or maybe malaysian are the kind of people yg "groupthink"...nak minimize conflict yada2..sila rujuk wiki utk maklumat lanjut

berbalik la kpd cite popular tu.dek kerana teringat ttg citer tu maka aku pun menontonnya kembali melalui youtube.hahaha...betapa boringnya kehidupan cui summer aku ni. dulu2 tgk mcm biase je but this second round, aku dah mule bijak appriciate script2 watak2 dlm cite tu.hahah..ade la betulnye jugak cite tu. hmm mmg intention die nak educate org tp maybe f5 otaka ku tak cukop matured lg nak analyse mende ni sume.

pikir2 balik...was i popular back there in taiping? hahaha...i was kinda well known object but for a wrong reason.not that those people knew me wrongly...they actually got it right.yeah..it was me yg tak betul. i admit it. "the first step to solve your problem is always to admit that you have a problem"..hehehe.id ont give a deym bout it anymore.sape2 yg igt tu kekalkanlah ingatan korg tu.wo knows someday that suweeeeeet memory of yours can make u rich kan.hahaha...those yg dah lupekan tu bagus la sbb tu tindakan yg terbijak since takde pekdahnye pun.hehehe

tp ape maksud popular eh? was aidah 4flat popular? or was it ina czarina? or adakah abg pil? definisi popular menurut answer.com ialah Widely known and discussed.errr...in that case..i was popular la.hahah...but personally for me, popular tu adalah those yg well accepted by all kind of people yg ade dlm komuniti tu. some poeple are Widely known and discussed for a bad reason and they doesnt really make others feel comfortable kan.

uhh i really give a though bout this post la.shud take it easy.hehehe...daaa...6 days more to balik...
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posted @ 11:30 AM
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How old were you?: ~ suweeeeeeet seventeen..well actually it was kinda sucks

Where did you go to school?: MRSM Taiping

Where did you work?: ~ errrr...i do help my mom bake tart nenas

Where did you live? ~ megalopolis Dungun ok...maju tau.

Where did you hang out?: ~ errr...not when im in dungun..theres nothing there actually on that time. come to think bout it again, i did enjoy klccing and midvalleying

How was your hair style?: ~ belah tengah.that hairstyle was so in that year..hahha

Did you wear braces?: ~ gigiku cantik ok

Did you wear glasses?: ~ yup...but not as tebal

Who was your best friend?: ~ i dont wanna be biased..hahaha...but those yg terlibat tau sape kamu semua kan kan kan...love u alll

Who was your regular-person crush?: ~ hmmm...there was one junior who was very deym cute that time.hahah..sadle die dah kawen now.....T-T

Who was your celebrity crush?: ~ david beckham....hahahaha

How many tattoos did you have?: ~ tatu haram ok..diulangi haram

How many piercings did you have?: ~ "i have enough holes on me..hahaha"...quote from one random guy i met from blogspot.

What car did you drive? ~ proton wira automatik bapaku itu.kaler biru karat2 sane sini

What was your favorite band/group?: ~ kumpulan spin..hahah gurau je ok...mase tu linkin park hybrid theory sgt la meletop sana sini...aku hafal lirik lagu mereke yg depressing tu

What was your worst fear? ~ kene pukol ngan gengste taiping mahupun gengste skolah.

Had you smoked a cigarette yet?: ~ suci lagi.peraturan skolah kate takle.

Had you driven yet?: ~ belom!!

Had you been arrested?: ~ abang aku penah la kot.aku budak skema kat skolah dulu.rambut kepet muke benut.study je la aku tau.hahahaha

Had you been to a real party yet?: ~ part harijadi anak buahku yg ke 2thn...heheh..new year celebration kat bintang tu pun kira party gak la kot.hmmm....

Had your heart broken? ~ every single day...sobs sobs T-T

Single/Taken/Married/Divorced/Bitter: ~ single kot...cintaku bertepuk sebelah tangan~~~
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posted @ 11:45 AM
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hmmmm.....mmg skarang skarang musim kawin.dr kwn2 aku yg br berusia ala ala aku ni sehinggalah ke yg dah tua bercucu cicit.gamaknye mmg musim kahwen la skang ni.so dikesempatan ni naklah aku ucapkan tahniah kepada rakan2 aku yg bakal membina masjid kelak.jgn bina masjid di tanah org sudahla....semoga korg bahagia sehingga ke anak cucu dan doakanlah aku agar cepat ketemu jodoh yg seswai ok....

hehehe....oi oi..dlm diam2 paklah kite pun terkene jugak demam kahwin ni.diam diam paklah berawek rupenye.heheh..tahniah juga diucapkan kat paklah.semoga prestasi kerja meningkat dan semakin ceria dihari hari mendatang.sbg rakyat malaysia adalah menjd tanggungjwb sy mendoakan kebahagiaan paklah ok.heheheh....i expect akan tercipta byk reaction di atas perkahwinan paklah ni.sure ade yg suke n sure ade yg kata mcm mcm.relax..take it easy~~~~(lagu mika yg aku tgh dgr skang.heheh)biorla paklah tu nak kawen.die pun dah lame mendude dan sbg manusia biasa paklah juga ada naluri dan keperluan yg perlu dipenuhi.then ade yg soalkan ketidakpreferan paklah terhdp wanita melayu (frust ke paklah tak pilih mak u? hahah).personally kawen lah dgn bangsa apa pun kan.yg penting bahagia.baca artikel pasal paklah kawen dlm utusan aku terharu plak tibe.hehehe...

"Tuhan menciptakan banyak ruang dalam hati sanubari kita bagi berlainan orang untuk disayangi"..paklah

ckp pasal kwen ni aku terigt plak kawen2 dlm kisah2 dlm citer2 yg aku tgk.hahah...terigt gabriel solis dlm desprate housewife yg kawen dgn mayor but kecewa bile dpt tau yg actualy die kene kawen dgn mayor tu sbb mayor tu nak tarik undi latino. pastu aku terigt jugak kahwen dlm cerita2 laen yg nak menyatukan 2 3 negara hahahah. isk isk..teringin plak nak kawen.ade sape2 terase nak jdkan aku suami leh la contact ok.hehehe......okla..smoge semua bahagia dgn perkahwinan masing2.ameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen
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posted @ 12:46 AM
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nges nges nges...first of all aku nak ucapkan jutaan terima kasih kepada saudara Azam Alias kerana telah meluangkan sebanyak masa untuk mengaktifkan ruang comment pd blog kesayangan aku ini yg sekian lama tak boleh di aktifkan kerana skin blog yg complicated serta kekurangan ilmu pengetahuan IT dlm diri ini.hehhe...maceh en azam.kelak ade rezeki serta jodoh kita berjumpa ok.ngesnges...so ape lagi korg tunggu.yg mulut mcm bertih haritu kate nak komen2 ha skang leh la komen ye...hmmmmmmm

earlier today ive spent my not so summer evening bershopping kat princes street (orinces bukan princess ok) and aku berjaya menghapuskan nafsu utk memiliki beg H&M aku itu apabila menyedari aku bukanlah surfers spt yg ditargetmarketkan oleh H&M utk beg itu.kini beg ben sherman ku tak perlu la merisaukan diri utk di buang atau diabaikan spt beg2 yg lain. namun wpun aku berjimat disitu, aku telah menghabiskan 50quid terakhir ku utk membeli cokelat2 halal dan M&S.agak sukar mencaru yg takde alcohol serta barang2 sampingan yg laen.huh..sejam jugak aku berpeluh2 dlm kedai itu bersama makcik2 sertra pakcik2 veteran yg sering bershopping disitu. then pg tesco plak beli cokelat2 murahan utk anak2 buahku yg bersembilan itu memandangkan diorg tak menilai value mende2 murah ni spt ibu bapa mereka do. hahaha sorry la abg kakak aku sekalian,jgn mara kerana adik mu ni bakal memerlukan bantuan kewangan kamu semua selama 3 bulan akan datang ok.hahahah

well actually sebelum pg shopping aku telah terlebih dahulu menghabiskan 3 episod terakhir desprate housewife season 3.adalah menyedihkan apabila lynett watak kegemaran ku jd takbes seperti jahat serta menghidapi lymphoma di otaknya. kemudian idi brit pula membunuh diri (tp mcm tak sempat mati je...sbg menjdkan ianya lebey dramatik utk season4) dan susan meyers (watak plg aku benci) mendapat the happy ending story setelah kwen dgn mike dalfino.ahh benci...

then lepas shopping aku sambung plak tgk LOST season 3 sampai abes season.seperti juga season2 lost yg lalu, penonton mmg sure gile akan lost sehinggalah season yg baru akan kluar. tak pernah la expectation aku tepat ketika menonton cerita ini.tp aku agak seronok bile jack telah menjd agak gila.pdn muka dia itu yg slalu buat keputusan yg tidak tepat.

heheheh....actually aku tgh mencari idea ttg ulasan plak.asik2 cite pasal aku jek so aku sdr pun dah boring nak tulis.nanti aku nak mengulas la plak kah kah kah....hmmm....okla byer....
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posted @ 1:27 PM
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Assalamualaikum...hmmmm...another 11 days more to go before im going back to my beloved home....owh home sweet home.its very rare to start a countdown at the 11th day before the event but yet what more can i do when i cavtualy have nothing to jot down here.

not really much preparation which i can do with very limited access to money.hahah...i only got another 40 quid to spend and yet im stilll dreming of having the poliester H&M bag which i saw earlier today. arghh ..... with this ketidakadaan duit makanya aku hanya akan bershopping di malaysia shjlah kelaj utk baju bajuan ku.namun sebnarnye aku sudahpun membeli 5 helai t shirt pd jualan penutup flip 2 hari yg lepas.hahaha...merasa jugak nak berbaju flip

semalam ku bermimpi...cey cey mcm lagu p ramlee la plak kan...actually smlm i have kinda wierd dream.its actually kinda nightmare at first.i sat next to somebody (i think it was my dad) yg tgh berbaring kat katil.the whole room in pure white ( i think it was a ward). then i saw another guy sitting nearby and stupidly that guy was ashraf sinclair.hahaha...kinda stupid dream but when i think bout it again, it was kinda cool...hahaha...well lupekan aje lah ttg mimpi itu sbb tak berfaedah pun...

bangun quite early after terasa tercabar dgn kata2 housemte yg kate aku susah bangun pg. walaupun hari ahad yg so deym sunyi, i managed to gather all my spirit and soul utk bangun dan mandi.hahah...then seperti yg telah aku bayangkan sebelum tidur mlm sebelumnya itu, aku pun ke carboot....muahahaha...after nearly a decade ( 3 bulan je kot) tak ke carboot akhirnya aku berjaya juga ke carboot itu. like usual cabaran utama ke carboot ialah utk berjumpa dgn kaum2 melayu yg bermastautin kat sini. semua jd serba tak kene je especially when bertembung dgn post2grad yg baru. kang senyum kang diorg wat dek je.tak senyum kang kate aku kekwat plak.hmmm..ape ape je la.the best way is to avoid them dgn cara pura2 tak nampak.sorry la ek.hahaha.....mula2 tu igt nak beli dumbell (gini ke ejaannye?) namun pabila second round ke kedai itu, ianya dah pun dibeli oleh sepasang suami isteri veteran yg aku sdr pun tak sure brape lame lg akan bertahan.

lepas ke carboot aku ke......stadium menonton rugby seven series edinburgh. mule2 mcm tak excited sbb mane la pnah aku enjoy2 sukan ni selain dr melihat pemainnya yg menarik itu.hahah..tp bile pk2 yg aku sbenarnye mmg takde xtvt laen maka aku pun pergi je la bersama pei pei ang james wafi n hazem. seronok la plak tgk esp mase scotland lawan kenya itu. terkinja2 aku seketika mengalahkan mamat2 sober yg laen. pastu mase tgk all black lawan pun mcm best gak sbb tgk org2 gedang lari laju mcm lori.aku amek byk gambar and tuhan sj yg tau sort of pictures yg aku amek the most.muahaahhahahaha.....all in all mmg seronok tgk rugby n im lookin foward utk tgk world cup rugby 2007 september kelak (pelik sbb ade 1 game tersesat kat sini wpun host sbenarnya ialan france)

well...itu ape yg berlaku la dlm kehidupan ku ini.hehehe...but the most interesting part is when ibrahim suddenly IM aku.hmmm...actually br 2 3 ari lepas aku terpikir pasal die.hahah..hey baim.reply la msg2 aku tu balek.its kinda sad sbb aku tak berkesempatan nak p soton tmpt die tu.takde rezeki dan jodoh la nak wat camne.tp mmg sad sbb ni final year die so pasni mmg takde peluang dah nak p soton sbb mmg dah takde tujuan.papepun goodluck la dlm final exam tu n aku doakan kejayaan die.ameeeeeeeeeeeeeen

aku dah add counter kat blog ni namun so far aku rase half dr bilangan tu aku la yg view...biase la kan blog aku ni syok sdr.hahaha....tp aku kisah ape pun kan kan kan. ok la kan.aku nak memenuhi masa aku dgn menonton desprate housewife 3 plak ni.tinggal lg 5 episode je nak abeskan lepas tu nak pulun lost plak.ade lg 6 episode lom tuntun.hmmmpastu nak abeskan sume yg toriq dah download tu.muahahaha......

wassalam
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posted @ 12:10 AM
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Assalamualaikum

Alhamdullillah...atlast ive got the chance to update my beloved blog after being abondoned for a very deym god knows how long time. and at last i managed to put the chat box inside my blog.well...after another very deym only god knos how long time. dan dgn lafas bismillah ianay telahpun dirasmikan td.hehehe

its been month since i start my so callled summer hooooliday.its not that theres sumting wrong with the holiday.its actually the term summer is really unsuitable for this 2007 north hemisphere summer.its cold...dammmm and so i dont know why windy. ive don so many thing to mengisi all the leisure time i got and yet there are still more time left. ive watched dozens of movies from the best oscar nominated films to the worst cicak man...ive visited almost all my fav websites...ive cooked all my makanan kegemaran namun masa lapang masih melingkari kehidupan ini.

dan dgn masa lapang itulah makanya dapatlah diri ini mengisi blog ini. berdasarkan kalender yg terpampang di desktop rumetku ini, aku masih mempunyai 14 hari penuh warna warni sebelum aku pulang ke malaysia oh tanah airku. 2 whole weeekssss....arhhh....can't wait that long anymore.masakan ibuuuuuuuuuu......masakan mamak.........tomyam batu 50........dunkin donut.....secret recipi and all the halal fast food kat malaysia....uhh tetibe perut mendengdangkan lagu keroncong pula.i cant imagine why sum of my frens takmao pulang ke tanah air.well they sure get some experience but i just think its not worth it. sepanas panas malaysia itu...aku tetap suka berada disana apa apa pun...owh malaysia...

eventhough im so happy puppy muppy nak pulang ni, namun kegembiraan itu bagaikan dibalut cey cey...oleh kemiskinan serta kesuntukan wang yg sedang aku alami skang ni. so to cut the expendices and watsoeva, ive decided not to buy buah tangan for my families and frens in malaysia.i will only buy chocolate and sweets for them..hehe poor you guys kan..sorry la..its not my best of kewangan time.ill try next year ok.but cokelat bukan sebarang cokelat ok...mark and spencers tau (sorry la M&S taja yahudi la but ianya sedap)

yeah.... i think that's all....nak try edit2 blog ni sket2...
ok bye

salam
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