"And pursue not that of which thou hast no knowledge; for every act of hearing, or of seeing or of feeling in the heart will be enquired into the Day of Reckoning"
[17:36]
I’m now in dungun. in my home sweet home…yeah…it’s really sweet despite of all the mess due to being left for almost three weeks. poor abah…his beloved ayam serama died. mama found it stiff dead on the rumah pokok. and poor mama…almost all her 50 something guppies disappeared. shida and zaidi can simply be blamed for what had happened since they don’t really sensitive with the changes in mama’s little fountain which I built last summer. luckily there are still some of them successfully escaped from the “drought” at mama’s fountain. other than that, I am quite lucky. the mata kucing are still there. this means that the beruks weren’t here. and I als can see the sukuns, nonas and the belimbings waiting to be eaten later of this month.
I managed to make a round circling my little bungalow although I’m a bit tired from driving all the way here from karak. I saw two spotted kittens with another old clear white stray cat. I love cat. being in the UK wasn’t really allow me to feel the softness of cats fur since there a so little chance of seeing cats wondering around there ( their people really have a close control of their pets). I tried so many times to catch the cats but only after several attempts I managed to have o hold on one of them (it was trapped in mama’s bedroom actually). I assumed that those cats are my neighbours but if it isn’t theirs, I will surely keep all of them, at least until I get back to the
I finally met ain sophea. she is really cute. I think che looks more like shida. hadif is so grown up. I didn’t really expect him to be that big. hehe..he kinda hesitate to meet me at first but as I approached him with chocolates and some stupid weird faces, he finally want to play with me. since mama didn’t do dinner today, we all went to che’ lijah restaurant (I don’t know the exact name of the restaurant). I have mee lakna. it wasn.t that tasty but my moms really likes it. I prefer mee cantonis but afraid to order so. I don’t think that they can cook such a delicate cuisine.hahah
can’t wait for tomorrow. I want to paint the family space. the walls look so ugly with all the decaying paint and hadif’s art peace. I already suggested white rose but mama want light yellow colour which I totally disagree. the tiles is slightly pinkish and together with yellow it will create an Indian restaurant private space just like in masjid
im afiq...afiq adham.born in pahang,grew up in negri sembilan and now live in terengganu.currently a biologycal sciences student in edinburgh university.wish me luck cause im now struglin in almost everything im in.
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After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul and you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't always mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead with the grace of man, not the grief of a child and you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans and futures have a way of falling down in a mid-flight.
After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much so you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure you really are strong you really do have worth and you learn and you learn with every goodbye, you learn...
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