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Sunday, June 17, 2007

hooray....hooray...it's a holy holyday!!!!



9.39 am

hmmm…the summer holiday has officially started as I am know happily in Malaysia. Not that I am really happy but there are actually some positive atmosphere surrounding me at the moment and I really wish for it to stay as it is right now. Being in Malaysia means a lot to me. I can now enjoy each and every seconds pass without any thought of missing something back home. I have actually missed a lot. izza batrisya don’t recognize me, haziq is know already in standard one and even my quite hani is now talkative. I wonder how hadif is now. oh wait, I haven’t met ain sofea yet.

as the summer holiday in Malaysia started, I now have tonnes of time to spend. having learned for my first 3 moths short holiday last year, I already have a structured holiday plan to be done this time. I don’t want to spend most of my time sleeping and on line anymore. hehehe… and for that, I’ll be in Australia in two weeks time

lets not talk about Australia yet. it’s been two years now. I will be a third biological student next year. it might not sound as great as being a third year medical student (at least for some people), I’m still grateful for what I’d accomplished. that two years time had passed so fast. so fast that I can still remember the moment I first arrived in Edinburgh. the moment I saw the red proton wira which was used to fetched jal and i. the moment I heard the sound of pipes and the moment I first in hale overseas air.

but as the two years passed I starting to wonder whether I have changed. By changed I mean good changed, some sort of improvement in my self. How about my English for starter. Being in an English speaking country ( Edinburgh are in Scotland and French is not the only nation that hate English) my english haven’t really improved (I bet you’ve already discovered that as you read through this)even worse, my malay are now starting to rot as I start to mumble in jumbling malay words upside down ( what’s tunggang tebalik in English eh?)

that is not what I want to talk about actually. the sort of changes that im looking for is more to the changes which are unseen, undiscovered and….i actually don’t know what I’m looking for ( I suddenly heard sound of fighting cats which I haven’t heard for quite a long time now) and for that, only the changes which I realize could be typed.

(silent moment)

weird. I actually can’t identify any changes in myself. is it bad? or is it good? I think it’s good but I don’t know. lets just stick to the good.

11.15 pm

huh…what a day. all my brothers are here today. poor shida.she always missed such a gathering. well perhaps that what will happen when women get married these days right. tomorrow I’m going back to dungun. and of course I will be driving all the way back there. sure I will be tired but nothing is better than driving back home.hahah...

not much change with haris and hani. they two not seem to be growing while I wasn’t around I guess. I’m still suffering from jet lag. have a very peaceful deep sleep just now and have no idea what to do now. I fell like watching astro but then when considering the type of shows that I have watched today, I think that would be enough.hahaha..it’s all entertainment. entertainment 24 7 except. it is ok if it is entertaining but the type of entertainment they produced wasn’t even entertaining. huh..

I’m glad that astro now have another 2 more channels for their learning and discoveries package. I cant wait to explore it after this. it seem very interesting though. that kind of shows should be put in out national TVs. hehehe…my favourite is of course national geographic. the fact that that particular channel have very close connection to Israel couldn’t really stop me from watching its programmes. who can resist to watch such a great production with high quality film with great information. I’m sure there are some excuses right.

I also have a chance to read the Malaysian newspaper today. well I know the online version is kinda crap somehow. it was fun to read such a proper report again. words are correctly used and in place. but as I read the hiburan section I was actually stunned. it was about sharifah amani shaved her head for a two minutes scene in the latest yasmin ahmad film. not that I was stunned by her action (it was actually kinda cool) but by the reports. it mentioned about how great our artists are and whe should be proud to have such artist as great as Britney spears. a? was Britney’s action to shave her head something to be proud of? don’t they know that she’s suffering from somekind of mental depression? was it great? is that how our Malaysian think about Britney ridiculous decision? ahh….feel like crying

it’s been 59 hours and 16 minutes since I last saw… ah I miss …. what can I do? 88 days more before we can meet again….. bye.


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im afiq...afiq adham.born in pahang,grew up in negri sembilan and now live in terengganu.currently a biologycal sciences student in edinburgh university.wish me luck cause im now struglin in almost everything im in.

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