"And pursue not that of which thou hast no knowledge; for every act of hearing, or of seeing or of feeling in the heart will be enquired into the Day of Reckoning"
[17:36]
hehehe…it’s a very busy day. it’s my first day in dungun and I already have tonnes of house chores to be done. I woke up kinda late this morning. lucky that my mom didn’t notice it or else I would spend my first 30 minutes of the day hearing to what she have to say. I went out to have a glimpse of the morning view of my house. until now I still enjoy the foggy view of bukit bauk which to me looks more like dungun version of
Then I tried to gather all the dead leaves. I just can help it. I can’t see those soulless once living things scattering around the garden. all the modern garden theme I installed last year had vanished. now it looks just like an ordinary kampong garden but I really love it. despite of my environmental friendly principle, I did have a bit of open burning. I don’t want mama to see those changes in my life though.
I just enjoy my afternoon by watching my three favourite channels on astro. it was fun but a bit boring sometimes. then I watched mama do the lunch. it was great to actually know how to cook masak lemak cili padi properly. mama didn’t really tumis it like I always do.
I then volunteered myself to paint the hall. it was quite a time consuming work but looking at the condition of the walls, I rather not take a chance. it is really ugly though. I chose a slightly pinkish white colour to match the tiles. luckily it is not that pink as on the tins. the colour is really soothing and I really adore it. but it cost mama about RM200 just for the paint. I never thought that it would be that expensive.
after dinner, I started with the preparation for the painting project which I plan to do the first thing innext morning but since I have like another 3 hours before 12 (and abah was already in the bed), I decided to try painting the it. at least for the first coat. I manage to finish 60% of the wall.
it’s 12.22am. I wonder what…..do right now. maybe already in the bus.ahh I miss……..
im afiq...afiq adham.born in pahang,grew up in negri sembilan and now live in terengganu.currently a biologycal sciences student in edinburgh university.wish me luck cause im now struglin in almost everything im in.
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