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"And pursue not that of which thou hast no knowledge; for every act of hearing, or of seeing or of feeling in the heart will be enquired into the Day of Reckoning"
[17:36]
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Sunday, November 30, 2008
Exam sudah dekat!
well semakin hari exam semakin dekat..of course la kan...and semakin dekat exam itu semakin tertekan lah segala kewarasan saki baki yg ade dlm otak ni..ahh dah tak waras dah...spatutnye skarang tgh perah otak bace biosensors namun kerana dek St Andrew's day aku pun cutilah dr membaca2 segala kejadah ilmu2 penting tu.
lately mungkin bahana tekanan hidup yg mendalam, kestabilan emosi juga sedikit sebanyak tergugat. semua yg berlaku bagaikan satu ancaman besar.ah tidak...maaflah kepade sape2 yg aku tersnapped lately. sorry jugak kepade mereke2 yg telah diumpat nista sepanjang program ketidakstabilan emosi diri ini berjalan.
sorry la kepade encik firdaus kerana telah menjadi mangsa utk melepaskan geram...hahaha...selamat datang ke dalam kehidupan saya yg tidak stabil ni.hahaha...
bosannye...takde substance langsung entry ni (mcm la entry2 lain bersubstance)
posted @ 2:04 AM
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Sunday, November 16, 2008
just another ordinary day
yup..it is just another ordinary day.nothing mcuh happen selain dari membaca lecture2 motes yg simple mengelirukan. ah... anta fenin...
my piano lesson seem to tidak memprogresskan dirinya. tuan guru aqtar dah ajar mcm mcm tp secara praktikalnya jari2 yg dah berkematu kerasnye ni tak mampu nak catch up dgn kelancaran otak ni.ahhh...bilelah nak noleh main lagu best ni.
main squasy pun mcm tiada perkembangan.day after day aqtar n wan berkembang bagai bintang supernove jus a moment before its explode. aku mcm lubang hitam plak.tiada kemajuan
hmmm.harini actually hari yg bahagia despite of mood swing yg tak menetu langsung.mungkin winter blues telah menjangkiti minda aku yg selama ini sihat. tp takpe.
just wanna say sorry to wan and aqtar sbb moody giler mase game td. just want to let you guys know that i wasn't your fault. rough day aite.
wah wah wah.... i miss my ex flatmate. (see...no s...maknyenye sorg je la...muahahaha)
posted @ 11:26 PM
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Saturday, November 08, 2008
Revision starts now!
hmmm....
got 4 papers in amonth time. life going to be more and more busier eacy day and i kinda like it. i can't really focus in everything that i do lately. i need to concentrate.
just now, the sayap tengah malaysian had a khatam Quran session at aqtar's (well this is officially mo other flat since i spend most of my time there). nothing much happen tho. as usual, watching movie, eat eat eat....ive tried my best to not to feel bad and sad about everything and i think i managed to.
hmmmm....now i need to prepare my mind for tomorrow...more study..more lectures....more more more....
and last but not least...i miss u!!!! dang it!!
posted @ 11:51 PM
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Wednesday, November 05, 2008
A year had passed
yeah...definitely its been a year since i last wrote something in this. A year and 18 days to be exact.hurmmm...lots and lots of things happened in that short 383+ days. well now im in my honours year. another year before i reach adulthood. its kinda fun and exciting but mostly i fell really sad thinking about it. i will definitely miss edinburgh and all the peoples that i've met here.sobs sobs sobs..lets spare the sad moment later.
now im living with a totally new flatmate which i dont really get a chance to know yet. he's been busy and so am i and i only say " hi zul!" to him for the pass two months. i miss my previous flatmates!! wafi, mahathir...and even azmil. i just hope that i will have another chance to be with them like how it used to be. i shud have accept the direct enrty offer! but yeah..no regrets.i will definetely enjoy my final year here to the most.
i went to milan, monaco, nice, marsaille, perpingan, crebere and spain last easter. it was the best trip i ever been to despite of having the most annoying but most generous human being alive around for the whole 10 days trip. hahaha....no offense sit but 10 days is just too much! i get annoyed seeing u in just 2 hours. god knows how annoyed i am. but i was great. it was the only trip abroad that ive been to with my best friend (not sit of course).
i went back to malaysia last summer. as usual it was great. the food, the loves, the weather (well maybe it was too hot)..bla bla bla...i didnt really do much thing in malaysia other than housekeeping, baby sitting, gardening.
well....i things thats sum up everything. i dont really want to write anything actually but i feel a weebit lonely toninght....how unfortunate. i'd kill myself but i'm just too busy...haha...pray for me ok. i wish for a very succesful final year!!!! i want 1st class!!!!
posted @ 1:10 AM
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