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Sunday, July 04, 2010

Setahun Yg Lalu


Setahun sudah berlalu....
hmmm it's been a year since i left Edinburgh. i can still remember watching the straight line of raining cloud through the plane window, horizontally separated the blue scottish summer sky into two. it was so beautiful, almost surreal.

i can still remember the taste of orange juice served by the flight attendant, the taste of nasi masjid, with lamb curry, chicken tandoori and mashed spinach with potatoes that i had before the long 17 hours journey.

i can still smell eddy's smelly squashy attire. and the light malboro that he smoked while sending me off to edinburgh airport with that dark blue mini cooper. i can feel the sadness, and how lonely i was on that day, standing alone in front of the large screen, waiting for my flight to arrive.

i miss the fresh old town smell of edinburgh's air, how the breeze smoothly enters my nostril, with a soft cold touch every time i breath in. and how each breath out is filled with satisfaction, yet at the same time u can feel the desperation, and urgency for another breath in. this continuously alternating sense of satisfaction and desperation of enjoying the lovely edinburgh's air, i really really miss.

sadly, with the sweet smoky taste of Edinburgh's air being absence, all the sweet memories of me being there is heavily suppressed, somewhere in my complex brain. i can see glimmers of it, i can hear it but i cant feel it. i can see a double Decker lothian bus crossing the north bridge passing me by, on a cold lonely night. but the experience is almost unreal, like it never happen before. i can see the roses in prinses garden, under the long scottish summer sun, and im sitting under the dark cold shade of a huge tree, listening to each steps of passers by, with the sounds of gravels ticking that it made. but i cant feel it.

i enjoy walking through KL Convention Center now. as it smells a lot like the king's building. sitting on the bench along the long walkway of KLCC, i can see the security staffs of swann building sorting the mails in their dark blue jumper, i can hear a girl talking with somebody through her mobile at the corner of the foyer, with another two random girls sitting there, waiting for a friend perhaps, or maybe for a tutorial session later that day. i can hear the sound of wood plane of the staircase in darwin bulding, and the old printing machine at the reception. and i can feel all of these, thanks to the king's building like smells of KLCC.

yes it has been a year. a short year indeed. though i gained 15kgs, and when totally blank on alternative splicing, it still feels like i just left einburgh yesterday, and is waiting for the summer break to end.

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Thursday, July 01, 2010

Kesesakkan lalulintas


bluek. what a very lame excuse. and even worse, i was accused of being judgmental. hmm...thah is actually a new form of being jedgmental - judging others of being judgmental. muahaha....

i went to OU today to meet a friend. well the traffic was bad, especially at the kewajipan. and even worse, i took the wrong turn. but it wasnt bad enough to kill u suddenly while driving. or to make ur next one whole year a nightmare. and everybody is experiencing the same thing too.

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im afiq...afiq adham.born in pahang,grew up in negri sembilan and now live in terengganu.currently a biologycal sciences student in edinburgh university.wish me luck cause im now struglin in almost everything im in.

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